As I sit gazing upon the path I've took the little girl all grown up. Struggling to raise the babies their grown; to have loved amazing men - gone astray; raised by the wisest sassiest - sistahs every produced on by this planet too many to name; Grandma still holds her claim to fame; It continues to be an amazing journey each day.
Today I can appreciate the good times; Respecting the bad. Made a vow never to repeat those things my mission is pressing on to evolve as a mature woman transforming change. Like a Butterfly free from her cocoon. Change my mind place my focus on productive things.
Life is a struggle day to day; but by measuring the accomplishments I celebrate even the small things.
Then when I pray Why God? He replies why not? Dusts me off stands me back up!
He heals me from within; wipes my tears reassures my doubts; uncovers real pain to prepare a way.
Wow, I don't believe he brought me this far! So to keep me inspired I ask GOD to reveal to me; asking myself this question when times get hard.
Are you a Survivor only or do you seek to live life?
He reveals to me a person who only lives to survive I will offer just enough to get by day to day. Based on such low expectations and unexcuted plans.. But, my love if you seek to live life and live it more abundantly, once again what are you waiting for take up your cross and follow me. Requires shedding all vanity!
I reply following you gets harder and harder by the day; my answer is to love life expecting to achieve more and more. Each day I live life I get more than what I bargained for, I meet new people; appreciate the priceless moments only a full life can bring. Survivor's may press on each day with hope but if I walk the walk as good as I talk the talk I will achieve more than just enough.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear no evil for Tho art with me; Thy Rod and Thy staff comfort me...
I Live!
